Again it has been too long since I have posted here. In all honesty I haven't felt compelled to write for sometime, and what compelled me to write now is a feeling of loneliness. Over the Thanksgiving weekend so much family was around, which was wonderful. Yet the feeling of family, that is to say, companionship was absent. I can not put my finger on why, but all I have felt is solitude, and I can't shake the feeling that this feeling will follow me for a long time.