Sunday, February 28, 2010

Cause this is easier

So I'm starting this blog not for you and not for her but for myself. The main reason I made this choice is because it is much easier to keep track of a single computer screen than the letters that are slowly growing throughout my room. I have never blogged before but I just need space to explode these thoughts that are crowding my head. The white underneath my words is somewhat endless so I think I made the right choice. I can not wait to see how this helps me and if I ever get a follower I apologize, remember this is for me and not for you, it is easier that way.

I have recently lost the one I love and am completely to blame. Often times when an easier, more comfortable route presents its self I tend to take it. Well this weekend marked the start of a new me, for I took the responsible paths and did what was needed not what was easy. Everyday will be another test to the new me, but thats the way it should be! I am proud to say I kept my promises to myself as best I could this week even under duress, stress and other "esses" I can not think of at this time. Yesterday is gone and tomorrow is unknown... Whatever is in store for me I promise to do my best even if it is not easy.

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