Is it natural to feel that something is missing from ones life? I am proud of who I am as a person. It would be a lie to say happiness blesses every moment of my life, but that is what makes me human. Each day begins anew, and I look forward to enjoying every one of these new beginnings. For the most part this is a success, but more than once a day I am reminded of the thing... no the person who is missing from my life. This person used to be specific, that certain someone, but I am finding more that rather than one person missing it is the idea of having a "person." That companionship, someone to share my thoughts, joys and sorrows, laughs and tears. This is what is missing. After a long period of having that someone in my life, 5 years to be specific, I was left with this same longing for someone. At that time I began to search for anything to fill the void, but I only found that time away from needing someone was the only answer to my problem. Now that I find myself in a similar situation, what worked then does not seem to work now. Why? What is different this time? I believe that I had someone really special to share all of my life with, but when it really came down to being there... I failed. Am I not ready to have someone? If so then why do I feel this way?
Although there are voids in my life, and lapses of happiness. I still try my hardest to fill the emptiness with smiles and positivity... Here is a song for that person that is missing from my life... and for anyone who is also missing companionship.
May God bless and keep you always
May your wishes all come true
May you always do for others
And let others do for you
May you build a ladder to the stars
And climb on every rung.
May you stay forever young.
Forever young, forever young
May you grow up to be righteous,
May you grow up to be true,
May you always know the truth
And see the lights surrounding you.
May you always be courageous,
Stand upright and be strong
May you stay forever young
Forever young, forever young.
May your hands always be busy,
May your feet always be swift,
May you have a strong foundation
When the winds of changes shift.
May your heart always be joyful
May your songs always be sung,
May you stay forever young
Forever young, forever young
May you stay forever young...
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