Doing the Right Thing

Some days everything feels wrong. My assumptions, choices, actions... The words I say the thoughts I think and Murphy's Law takes over. If I knew how to stop this, life wouldn't seem so hard for these are the hardest days of my life. I'm lost in a sea of endless waves each filling my lungs with water. desperately clawing trying to grab anything solid to keep myself from sinking to the bottom. The only comfort is knowing there is always a way to resurface. It is where in the sea I will resurface that gives pause. Now I sit holding my breathe just below the surface wondering what my reflection will show when on the other side.