Endless Treadmill

After about of a month of blogging I do not feel like my life has progressed any where. Ten steps forward and ten steps back... like a dance that I do not want to be apart of but can't escape from. My hope is that it is just a crooked road winding back on itself skewing me in the best direction. So what is next? Back to school, focus on finishing this silly deterrent that still holds me by my ankles tripping me up each time I try to take a step down this winding path. I can not wait for things to move forward... for this endless treadmill to turn off, for there is someone I want to be with, goals I have to reach.

... Is there a button for this treadmill that i can turn off? Or will the batteries just run out?...